Thank you, God!

Dear God, This is Emma. I have been told that it is Thanksgiving and so we are supposed to thank you for the things you give us. I'm a little confused because I thought we were supposed to thank you all the time. But here is my list. Thank you for a Mommy and a Daddy that love me and feed me and give me baths and get me dressed and play with me and do all the things that I want.
Thank you for the big turkey that Mamaw made for us. I am also very thankful that I am very big and can sit at the table with everyone.
I want to thank you for my new haircut. I am still very small, but I had long hair and now it is very pretty. Thank you for helping me be good when I sat in that big chair and let that lady cut with scissors on my hair.
My little sister makes me thankful, because I get to be a big helper big sister. She smiles at me and likes me a lot. I can be pretty nice to her quite a bit, huh? You think I am good? I try really hard....sometimes. A few more things, I am thankful for Crunchies, cheese, juice, books, music, church, Lassie, Mamaw, Papaw, Grammy, Grandpa, all my aunts and uncles, and all the wonderful people that love me and make me happy. Thank you very much, Amen.
Dear God, This is Erin. I want you to know that even though I am very little still, I know that you are the one I have to thank for the good things that make me happy. I am very thankful for my big sister, Emma, who I know loves me. She talks to me and tells me all the things I need to know.
I am really thankful when she is sleeping. It is nice and quiet and she doesn't come real close and scare me. Thank you for my Mommy and Daddy that take good care of me. And...well, I don't know that much else now because I am still little. But when I learn more, I will know to tell you thank you. Thanks, Amen.
Dear God, This is Mommy. I have so many things to be thankful for that it is very difficult to confine it to this blog, but I will shorten it to some of the most important. Thank you for my very sweet and beautiful, Erin. Thank you that she is healthy and happy and sleeping more through the night.
Thank you for my funny and adventurous Emma. I get so much joy from watching her grow and learn new things everyday. She makes me laugh and smile so many times in a day. Thank you that she is healthy and growing well. I am also very thankful that you have given me the strength to be a Mommy to these two great girls. Thank you for my health, my wonderful new home, the Sonic and Chick-Fil-A down the street, and the deer and rabbits we see in our yard. You even gave me a tree swing. Thank you for my wonderful husband who loves me and cares for me well and for making him into a great Daddy for the girls. Thank you for giving him a job that he loves. Most of all, thank you for your Son that you gave for me. Watching my girls, I can't imagine allowing them to go through pain for someone who didn't even know them or me. Thank you for your gift! Thank you for the love that you have put in my heart for my family and for you. I love you. Amen.

Super Mommy...or not

This week I made homemade bread for the first time ever. I was so proud of myself thinking, "Wow, Melissa, you are the ultimate Mommy. Homemade bread! The girls will adore you." Then I realize that they are at my ankles crying because I am kneading bread and they are needing me. I am saying, "One more minute, Mommy's almost done."

(12 weeks)

I spend one on one cooing time with my beautiful new daughter and think "I am getting the hang of this Mommy thing." Then we sit down to eat and Erin begins crying and I let her sit there until I stuff the last bite down my throat. There goes the Mommy award again.

(P.S. I love this picture. I walked into Emma's room the other night and she had pushed her feet between the crib bars. Super Mommy did move them back under the covers without her waking up!)

I dress my children in beautiful clothes that I get discount and pat myself on the back, then mourn the fact that I don't sew their clothes.

I read books to Emma until I am blue in the face but get discouraged when I put that Lassie video in one more time.

I may never win Mommy of the Century, but I am the only Mommy these girls will ever have and I am proud of that and will continue to do my best. I love them and their Daddy with all my heart and know that this is what God made me to do...to love and serve this family the best I know how. If that means making bread but watching Lassie, then that's what you'll find us doing.

When I look at that face, I can't help but want to do my best every waking, but bleary-eyed, moment.

"Mommy Live"-The Musical

Some time last week, I was doing some mundane chore and realized that I was repeating in song what my hands were doing. I have recently been enlightened to the fact that since I have become a Mommy I sing as I work to keep the children, mainly Emma, entertained and not upset that I am turning my attentions elsewhere. So....my life is a musical. Who should play me on Broadway? Here are just a few of the lyrics that might pop up during a seemingly normal day. (Whatever normal means, right?)

"Let's take a picture, Let's take a picture. Erin is 11 weeks, yay for her. Emma, Emma, let me have the camera. Put the sign back, put the sign back, put the sign back now."

"You are cute, yes, you are. Don't hurt the baby, be gentle with the baby. That's, yes, that's a goooooooood giiiirlllll."

"Sitting at our de-esk, sitting at our de-esk. Let's have a sna-ack, let's have a sna-ack."

"Emma! Emma! Don't sguish the baby, the baby, the baby today! Let her live, let her live, let her live to see another da-ay, anoooother daaaay!"

"Mommy's being silly, yes, silly, yes, silly. Mommy's being silly. Gotta have some fun today."

"Where is Erin, Where is Erin, There she is, There she is. Hiding in the animals, hiding in the animals, She is cute, She is cute." (This one is to the tune of Frere Jacques. The rest are originals.)

Well, I hope you have enjoyed our little stroll through the day in music. You have to really use your imagination, but it is quite funny. Maybe when the kids are asleep I will write a screenplay and make some money!